Friday 23 October 2015

CHOOSE TO BE DIFFERENT

Life in Colour...Life as I see it. Today the hues are abit dark because of this world that we live in: A world where, when you show care, love, and concern or even offer a helping hand, people tend to think you want something in return! What happened to giving freely? What happened to no strings attached kind of help? Where is the kindness? What happened to friends being there for one another without expecting anything in return? What happened to lifting one another up? What happened to accepting people just as they are? Where is the love?

  1Thes 5:11 Therefore encourage one another and build each other up,just as in fact you are doing.

Long before I got born again, my desire was to be like King David. A true worshipper, a man (woman) after God’s owns heart and someone who knew when in the wrong and would go ask for forgiveness. That was my desire and God made me understand it’s not hard as long as I would yield to Him. It’s a daily process though, as I came to learn. How many people do you know of who are struggling with something in their life? How many things are you struggling with? How come we concentrate more on the weaknesses of others and forget our own? Pointing at the speck in their eyes while we have logs? Has God ever shown you mercy? Why don’t we believe that the same mercy flows to all His children and not just us?




One thing I’m grateful to God for, and I don’t take it for granted, is that He has helped me see beyond what people see about others; with time off course. Sometimes it’s hard as the people around me would want me to perceive things as they do, forgetting that my purpose and my mission on this earth is not theirs. God has worked a great deal in me in regards to that. People have hurt me badly but then God would ask me to forgive them and even ask me to do some stuff or even sacrifice some things for them! Some friends actually tell me how they wouldn’t help some people in their lives as I do; how they can’t sacrifice their time or resources to be there for people who once hurt them. See, it used to be so hard that I would cry buckets just so God could “let me be” and I would even tell Him how “unfair” He was to me. But all this never moved God! He wanted me to do His will and it was up to me to agree or He chooses another available vessel! He was shaping and molding me into what He created me to do! So I had to accept and fall in His arms!




How many friends have you lost just because you stood up for what you believe in? How many times have you called someone who people look down on and assured them that you believe in them, and you honestly did believe in them? What about the one who’s vision and dream was too huge but no one believed in them; Do you encourage them to press on because we serve a Mighty God who can make it come to pass, or do you make them feel like it’s just a mirage? What of the one who is being side lined for falling in sin or addictions; Do you condemn them or show them love? Do you follow the flow of the crowd or the flow of the Holy Spirit? Do you look at people’s physical doings and forget there’s a God who can use anyone despite of their flaws? The God of Rahab, Apostle Paul, King David, Jonah and your God (Jehovah), is still in the business of using anyone He pleases! Wouldn’t it be better if we looked deep into peoples’ spirits and find that gem that God put in them? Wouldn’t we win more souls if we accepted each other with our flaws and in what we are good at and work together? We are laborers in His vineyard but why do we behave like we are in our own vineyards, where we write off people and promote those we feel like?



Children of God, where there is unity God always commands a blessing. It would be great if we saw as God does and above all, before we criticize or put down someone, ask ourselves: Am I on God’s side or people’s side? Am I reflecting Christ or my own ideas? Am I ready to stand out and be different from the crowd even if it means walking alone in Christ? Am I willing to see like God sees? I choose to be different and I pray that that will be our prayer beloved.


Shalom

Friday 16 October 2015

AWAY....

Away…Away from everyone
Away from everything around me.
Away to a far away land;
Where my mind will shut down;
The atmosphere be new;
And a new life begin.


Away from my thoughts,
Away from all who look up to me,
Away from myself!
Away … where my heart won’t feel
Where my soul won’t be in unrest,
But in a rest it so needs.


Away..Just away..
Where no one will find the way!
Away where I will be a memory;
A good one? A bad one?
Won’t matter then,
For I will be far away.


Saturday 3 October 2015

GOODBYE'S THE HARDEST THING TO SAY

You told me you won’t leave,
Held my hands tightly,
The look in your eyes told it all.
Interlocked in your embrace as our hearts started beating at the same rate,
Then I gently lay my head on your shoulder…
That longing look, but we didn’t surrender to passion,
No, atleast not then;
For we had each other for the rest of our lives.

You Promised to grow old with me,
To stand by me, to love me.
As I lifted my head to assure you of the same,
You silenced me with a kiss…
A kiss I will never have again.
Our love had primed,
The future was so bright.
Atleast you made me see it that way.

I stop and look back:
The silly jokes we made as we strolled the dirty streets.
Getting home to make our simple lovely dinners;
Having breakfast in bed with the most amazing person.
Sharing  icecream in the park as we sat on the swings,
The silly arguments that would make us mad at each other;
Then the forgiving, kissing and making up sweet moments!
Can’t forget the prayers we would make in our humble home.

I wished the best for you as you left that day,
Our usual I love you honey and a goodbye kiss.
And I whispered how I couldn’t wait to see you in the evening.
The naughty wink you gave me as you cupped my face and left,
And how I joked you should “call in sick” so we spend the day together.
Your text that you had reached and the virtual kisses made my day.
You were the missing puzzle in my life.
God really was in this..three cords..unbreakable!

As usual, you alerted me you were on your way home,
The message that always made me smile in the evenings.
Dinner was ready, everything was, and I waited.
Why weren’t you picking your phone nor replying my texts?
No I knew you so well my king so that was weird!
Then you called me…
But it wasn’t you honey?! Who stole your phone?
Alas! It was a stranger, a good Samaritan she said!

“Hello, just to alert you that there has been an accident...”
“A what? Where? Who are you?”
“I am from Red Cross and your husband has been involved…”
“Give him the phone!!Give it to him now!!” I cut short.
“Sorry, we have tried the best we could but unfortunately…”
I felt a cold shiver and my knees gave way.
This must have been a bad dream, a mistake!
No! Hell No!

But Honey, all I’m left with is memories,
Sweet memories tattooed in my heart.
What happened to our promises?
Why did you leave so soon? Why leave my world so cold?
Each day I sink in deeper in the same soil they put you in…
Each day a piece of me dies with you.
You always wanted me to be happy,
But I can’t without you…

I cherish each and every second we spent.
My love for you ...Your love for me…the best love story there was.
You never got to see the seed you left in me…
He is a little copy of you honey and reminds me of you daily.
I will let him know you were the best there ever was.
I miss you so much it hurts…these tears burn my cheeks all night.
Smile and fly with the angels.
Loved you, Love you and Forever will.


 Breaks my heart to say Goodbye :'(