TO THE MOON AND BEYOND

When I saw this,

I thought of you my king.

How we will rock such tees in our old age.

I now understand why God took His time to make us meet.

The one He delayed me for. The one He kept for me until it was time.

When God made you, I can imagine Him thinking of me.

He knew everything I wanted and put it in you.

Then made me with all you would desire to have in your queen.

I want to dance with you in the rain,

Run with you in the park,

Laugh at our silly jokes like crazy,

And hold hands as we take a walk.

I see us growing old together,

Having our grandkids run all over our palace.

Going to nations for missions, going for vacations,

And us being there for each other in all ways possible.

I may not be strong enough in some things,

but that’s why HE brought you my way.

For two heads are better than one honey.

In your lowest moments,

When others bail out on you,

When the congregants talk behind your back,

I will still believe in you!

You are for me, and I am for you.  

Wherever life will take you, I will be there with you.

No one is perfect, but you’re perfect for me.

I won’t allow anything come between us honey,

For you and I are one!

Two hearts beating together as one,

Two souls intertwined to one!

I will love you to my last breath!

Love you to the moon and beyond!

Darling, you are not one in a million,

From now until forever,

You will be the only One!!

Long live the king! Long live My king! 

Xoxo from your Queen.

GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU

This is where I come when I have stuff in my head. Ok. That’s partly not true, because I go to my other “online journal” and pour everything there before I come here. Makes life easier I believe. 

So child of God, have you ever woken up feeling like the whole weight of the world was put on your shoulders? Where you wake up because you have to? Now as someone who sometimes ministers in the church, it gets worse when you have to lead people in prayer that morning. How do you pray when your heart is so full and having an overflow of so many things? How do you even tell them let’s pray yet you feel like you just had an encounter with an oncoming train?

Rom 8:26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans.

This verse came to mind, and I chose to allow Him to intercede, to pray in me for the sake of His people. The congregation is what actually matters for I can sort myself out once I’ve done His work. Yes He came, when I couldn’t utter some words, yes the people prayed and yes my spiritual authority told me God is doing something great in me. You see, in my own sight, I couldn’t ‘hack’ it today, I even wished someone could help me out and lead the prayers, but I have realized, when you can’t pray, go to where people are praying. God shows Himself strong in our weaknesses.

We all come to such a moment in life, when all we can do is just stay quiet and let Him do as He pleases. His will, and not our will to prevail. The greatest thing is that He has assured us that He is always there with us. He will never leave nor forsake us. In the high waters, He is there, in the raging fires, He still is there. God is not a man that He should lie. So child of God, no matter the circumstances you are facing, just rest at His feet and allow Him handle everything for you.

Shalom

NOT A DAY GOES BY

It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all, so they say..

Today I will just post lyrics to a song that just popped up in my head and leave it at that..

Got a picture of you, I carry in my heart

Close my eyes to see it, when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you, I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me, when the nights get cold

And if you ask me how I'm doing, I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

Not a day goes by, that I don't think of you
After all this time, you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain, locked so deep inside,
Baby, baby, oh baby,
Not a day goes by!

I still wait for the phone, in the middle of the night
Thinking you might call me, if your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me, that I lie here in the dark
Wishing you were next to me, with your head against my heart.

And if you ask me how I'm doing, I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind,

Not a day goes by, that I don't think of you
And after all this time, you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain, locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby,
Not a day goes by!!

Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
Seems it's been forever, that I've felt this way!

Not a day goes by; that I don't think of you
After all this time, you're still with me it's true.
Somehow you remain, locked so deep inside,
Baby, baby, oh baby,
Not a day goes by,
That I don't think of you!

(Not a day goes by: Lonestar)